Life Smacks...

     Lately it seems like I've come into a bump in the road that has literally taken control of me. I didn't have a thing to worry about at the time, everything was going great. Until life finally gave me a big smack on my face and proved me wrong. I hate when that happens, you think that everything is going to be okay. And life comes around the corner and puts you in a roadblock that seems nearly impossible, I call them Life Smacks. That's kind of how my life is going right now.

     When I had a job, I had income coming in. I could help pay for things such as bills, etc. Now that I'm unemployed, it seems like things have been crumbling down. I'll admit when I got fired it really hit me. Everything that seemed to be going into place, suddenly came crashing down. I began my search, and wouldn't give up. I'm still to this day searching and nothing has happened.

     I've had plenty of people get on me about responsibility, and it's not that I don't understand. It's just that it's hard when it seems like nothing is going right. Sometime's I feel like everything I say isn't understood the way I'm explaining it. I feel stupid sometimes because of it.

     The stress of getting a job with no real experience is hard. It's hard to gain experience, when no one will really give you that chance. I have loads of potential, and I'm willing to work. Life just isn't working with me right now. I wish it would, I wouldn't be so stressed out right now.

     I'm not going to give up, but there are moments where I do just want to give up. I can't give up because I've got to much at stake.

     I have to keep in mind that life is rough, it's never easy. It's full of bumps in the road. I have to be the one to remember who I am. I'm not a quitter, I won't give up.


I CAN DO THIS!