State Of Confusion

Hey Guys, It's Stephanie. This piece is close to me and I hope you enjoy it! Stay Strong Song Birdies. :D

Here sits the heart of a torn girl

Love stricken with fear

This heart of love 

Cowers in the dark

Unaware of the future

Scared from the past

Confused about the present 

Here sits the heart of a torn girl 

Along comes a guy, sweet in nature

Mysterious to her, she tries to know

Confused about the present

This heart of love 

Time flies by and she slowly falls in love

Every time he's near she get's butterflies

Heart beating and smiles 

Heart aches as he leaves 

This heart of love 

Scared from the past

Nervous for the future

A heart made of love and tenderness

Turned to stone with the news of betrail

Now confused about everything

Here sits the heart of a torn girl 

A Heart Of Anxiety

Sitting in the darkness

Lies the soul of a kindred spirit

Like most, she is drowning in tears 

Afraid of what the memories remind her of

A kindred spirit once smiling and happy

Now is turned into a sadden soul

Memories and such now pain her soul

Piercing her heart with the sudden reminders

Motionless and weak in her thoughts

She is a kindred spirit pushed in the dark 

Attacked at any second with the memories

She is motionless

Angels from above come and help

Motioning for her to forget

Attacked at any second with the memories

She is a kindred spirit pushed in the dark 

Memories of the past and present haunt her

Angels of her soul release her from her pain

Attacked at any second with the memories 

She is the kindred spirit pushed in the dark

Only to be tortured in the darkness

Tired of the Whispers

Hey Song Bird fans!
Im a new co-author on this blog and I'm so excited to join you and express my passion of writing.
My type of writing is very different from Stephanie's, my pieces mostly are deep and emotional but have a message at the end but sometime I like to be dark. I hope you enjoy my work also checkout another blog I'm in called Life In Fiction.

~Sabrina Black

“ The cries of the Soul”

Whispers of the dark call to me

Whispers of the dark call to me

Its cries pierce my ears

No one can save me

From this eternal bond of hate

My eyes are weary, I’m blind by lust

My eyes are weary, I’m blind by lust

The room is gray brick walls; it spins and sways from side to side

The room is gray brick walls; it spins and sways from side to side

My head turns heavy and throws its self to the floor

I can’t move my body is paralyzed

I can hear the sweet soft rain pound against the walls

I can hear the sweet soft rain pound against the walls

Reminds me of music, but the sweet rain is only the music I’ll hear

Reminds me of the music, but the sweet rain is the only music I’ll hear

I’m utterly alone in a pit of despair and grief

No one can save me

Cries of hate call to me

Whispers of the weary spin against the grey brick walls

Despair and grief is the only music ill hear

The sweet rain pounds against my head

No one can save me

 Picture: "Tired of Being Alone by ~Brute-ua on DeviantART." Tired of Being Alone by ~Brute-ua on DeviantART. N.p., n.d. Web. 05 June 2013.

The Mental Motivator

     For quite some time, I've told myself that i'm going to change my life around. We've all had that moment. The " oh yeah, we'll start today" moment but when in reality we revert right back to our old ways. I have had this plenty of times, with different subjects like losing weight, beauty, confidence levels, and even boy issues.It's a haunting realization that even though I tell myself i'm going to finally change my life, I don't.
    I think for me, being a shy, and very quiet type I don't feel like i'm good enough to even try and change. Being with my friends, I see how happy they are, and I want that happiness too, except i'm not willing to change that. Now that i'm out of high school,  I finally feel like I can be who I want to be without being judged. And i know that even though i'm out of high school, that doesn't mean that the judging stops. It does continue, at work, in public, at home. I guess that's a part of life, judging others. I can't really talk, because  I judge sometimes too, but I guess what i'm trying to say is that even though people are judging me, I finally feel like I have the confidence to not let it get to me.
    Yes there will be weak moments, and i'll want to give in and say defeat. I know i'm not perfect, no one is. It's not a race to see if i'll succeed or fail. It's a mental motivator to myself to see if I am worth the challenge or not. I have to have confidence in myself, to see myself go farther in life than I am currently. And for me, I'm up for the challenge.

Lessons I'm learning in the Adult World

It's been such a long time since I've actually wrote a piece. But here I am, with time for my wonderful blog. Recently, I graduated from High School. A big accomplishment for me since my Sweet 16. Walking on stage to receive my Diploma was mind blowing. But now that part of my life is over, it's time for me to move on and live life to the fullest right? 

Normally, Teens that get out of High School go straight to college. That isn't a bad thing, rather good to get all your education done now and then live life. I chose a different path, my mom gave me some good advice. Work, then go to school when i'm financially stable. I plan to do that. I'm very lucky to have two jobs right now, both part time. The pay is great, and the work is substantial to the pay. 

I looked at my New Years Resolution yesterday and found myself crossing off at least 4 to 5 of my goals. 

I never thought that after high school it would be like this. I expected the same old me, no job, no plans, and no money. But with hard work and determination from myself and my family and friends, I am currently where I am today because I didn't give up. I can't wait to see what the future has set for me. But I know that I'm not gonna give up, I can't.! 

Deceived By You

Deceived By You

Those little lies, once truth

Shadowed by hurt

Since my birth

I've always thought

Life will be mine

Now that i'm older

I know now

Life hard, not easy

When i'm believing in you

...Broken...

Broken 

Laying in the dark

Whispers of negativity ringing

Tears upon this soft, cold pillow

This is her

Once in a happy life

Suddenly taken away

Afraid, scared

This is who?