This particular morning I find myself still awake from yesterday's long day. I find myself making a cake, cleaning the house, folding laundry, getting Zach's birthday present ready for Sunday, and writing this piece. I know it's been a while, I've been busy. Sorry.
I've thought for the past couple of days.. " What would I write?" and nothing.... I mean nothing came to my mind. Strange right? I always have things on my mind.
Yesterday, I was busy doing stuff for me. I kind of had a pamper day. Never had one before, so it was a new experience. I got my hair professionally colored, and my nails done. Two very new concepts for me as I have done my own nails for as long as I can remember getting nail polish and doing my hair for a while with those wonderful box sets.
It felt like an amazing thing. To pamper yourself every once and a while. Zach's birthday present to me.. Early! As I sat in the chair while she was coloring my hair I couldn't help but feel happy. My best friend with me, I felt confident. I felt independent.
That feeling has been coming more and more to me. Independent. A new concept to me since I lived with my parents until last summer. I feel more independent. More able to do things that I want and things I enjoy, within my limits of course.
It feels weird being up this late, or early.. doesn't matter. Like yesterday, today will be as equally busy as I will be trying to clean the house and frost a carrot cake all before 12:30. So I end my piece with the blissful thought of my newfound independence. I love the way I feel right now. Nothing could possibly change my thoughts, I'm a stronger person because of it.
- The Songbird-
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