It's been a while since I last posted. It's funny how fast time flies, it doesn't feel like it's already July. Lately in my life I've been thinking about everything. Isn't that what life is about? I've been working more lately and haven't been able to be at home a whole lot.
You know, I like my job. I work maintenance at my local Wal-Mart. It isn't a bad job, it pays the bills. But lately it's just been getting harder and harder. I'm a very hard worker. I try my best to make sure that my job is done completely and perfect. There are good days and there are bad days. Like today, I came into work and got straight to it. It was very crazy today probably because of the 4th of July coming in just 3 days. We had so many lines at the cash registers and it was backing all the way to the shoe department. Being maintenance I was called non stop and it was getting harder and harder to focus on each task. Let's just say I pushed through and got to clock out and now I'm home relaxing.
Seems like lately it's been waking up and going to work then coming home and going straight to bed. I honestly hate it sometimes, but life isn't about partying and having fun. I can have fun occasionally but not all the time. Tonight at work a customer made a comment while walking out the door that actually got to me. She walked by and made the comment that Wal-Mart employees are retards and she said it right in front of her children. I couldn't believe she would say that right in front of me. See, a lot of customers say some pretty rude things to me that I just brush off but this comment actually got to me. Sometimes I think it's the stupidity of people that have no idea what it is like for us. Some actually have compassion but others have no patience. Oh well I guess..
Recently Zach and I celebrated our engagement. We had friends and some family there. I really wanted my mom and dad to be there but they weren't. I understand that they aren't so close to me anymore. But I honestly do miss them, more than they know. We had a great time, but I'm honestly glad that it is over. Just one less thing I have to worry about.
Now, I get to focus on our townhouse. We have an inspection coming up and so now I have to focus on cleaning the house completely and making sure that it is up to inspection guidelines. I'll be glad when that's over as well.
Well, I figure that I'm going to make it a task of mine to write everyday. I'll do my best at least
Thanks!
A Song Bird (:
